Zim

Did the idea of time come to be due to the invention of the idea of time, or was the idea of time the result of time being inherently there in the first place ? there's nothing whatsoever thats tangible about time. so why is it that it plagues me the most ? I keep asking myself, when? when? when? how i wish time went by faster, but then again, if time is man's invention, don't we control it ? can't we define it ? Then why can't it be as simple as juz wishing it to be faster ? God, i've lost it haven't i ? all this thinking to keep my mind from losing it, keeping it busy, keeping it from thinking abt her. here we go, another dose of anti-depressants, these things are wonderous. Stay strong azim, well... a lil help won't hurt. but...

I know you're there Azra'il, creeping about behind me, sneaking up upon me, maybe, u're around the next turn, maybe not, still, i know you're here, i feel your prsence everywhere i go. but hell, i'm not gonna let you stop me from doing what i want. i know you can't do anything till its time. and i know you just can't wait for it. maybe, neither can i, trust me, i know we could be good friends when we meet... i've always wanted to meet you, just that a certain person distracted me for a good while. patience my friend-to-be. We meet in due time. Till then, i having things to tend to...