Zim

Why am i so stupid ? how could i blow my cover ? now, she knows it all, she's gonna wanna know more, that is, if there's still a little of the original her in there. the Her i once knew. the her i fell in love with. she's not there anymore. she's missing. where is she ? i miss her. guess she ran off when i hurt her. my fault. i'd admit. i hate myself for it, but she started drifting long before. who's to know how it would have been had she not broken up with me that day she returned ? It was limitless love before that day, it was on that day she planted the seed of doubt in me, a seed from great india itself. a seed she had already planted in heself before returning. oh glory, the seed, is now a blossoming tree. its first blooms appear one by one through the year. now, the tree is pink with its blossoms, bright petals of doubt. but its all said and done. what's there to do but wait ? i'd start over, all over, from the day we first met. but thats impossible. the people we started as and who we are now, they're not the same. she'd be proud, maybe happy i realise this now. that we can't last, that there's nothing left in this relationship. I may know his, but i will never accept it. so just go if you have to, i won't chase, i won't hold you down. juz leave when i look away. dun let me see you go. i'll be chained here. so that i CAN'T chase you. dun tell me to move on. i'm juz waiting for fate. I'm sorry...