Zim

It's nearing to 5am... on the 9th of december, I cannot sleep... Heard Nandhini's voice juz hours ago... mom's in hospital right now.... I'm alone with siblings at home...thats the situation, somehow, i'm feeling fearful alot... Mom's gonna have a cesarian, risky risky, don't even want to think or talk abt it. Sibs however offer relief as they ain't crying anymore. Now, alone, i weep as they sleep on. Death, its been haunting me, a sudden bleeding nose, worsening chest pains. Whats wrong with me ? news sometime ago told of youngsters and teens dying in their sleep with unknown reasons. And the only known symptoms include mine. As Holiday boredom kicked in on another sleepless night, i wrote a note in the case of my death, what was i thinking ? heh, things for me now either goes on improving, or takes a nose dive to hell, mom giving birth, and how it results decides which way it'll be... Now, i carry on finishing up all the unposted posts.