Zim
Innovian, Homo Sapien, A.R.C Member, 0841B, Aquilan, Ex-RiversidianThursday, October 12, 2006
Never meant to love...
7 months 4 days,
or
218 days,
or
5232 hours,
or
313920 minutes,
or
18835200 seconds.
Still, every second of that 18835200 seconds, I will always remember, my truly first kiss, my first lover, my first everything...
As much as i dread to say this, i have to enlighten you ppl,
and hopefully, it might ease my pain...
I, as of 12th October 2006, at 11.47, have lost her...
I will miss her so...
How i would caress her cheek,
How i held her in my arms,
The way she'd complain abt her day,
The way she'd keep accidentally whacking my balls with those
swinging arms of hers(especially how they'd hurt),
How she would then beg for forgiveness,
The jokes we'd share,
The nasty comments on ppl we hate,
The fights we had,
The tears we shed together,
Those quiet moments together,
The long trips home in each others arms,
The warmth of her body,
That smile of hers,
I will miss everything,
Leaving me was something you had to do, and i understand your decsicion, It was just too much pressure from all around, I will try to resume life as normal as it was, and i hope you would and can do so too. But can things ever go back to the way it was, guess that fag, Kit Ki was right after all, he asked what i would do if Nandy left someday, saying it was inevitable,
I went and bitched back abt his mom, asking wad he would do when death inevitably comes for his mother... Now he's off my back... Still being pissed abt wad i said abt his mom.
dunno when i'll stop crying everytime i think abt us... changed, thats whats happened to everything around me...
Now I'll see if i have anyone there for me anymore... Something i am utterly unsure of...
or
218 days,
or
5232 hours,
or
313920 minutes,
or
18835200 seconds.
Still, every second of that 18835200 seconds, I will always remember, my truly first kiss, my first lover, my first everything...
As much as i dread to say this, i have to enlighten you ppl,
and hopefully, it might ease my pain...
I, as of 12th October 2006, at 11.47, have lost her...
I will miss her so...
How i would caress her cheek,
How i held her in my arms,
The way she'd complain abt her day,
The way she'd keep accidentally whacking my balls with those
swinging arms of hers(especially how they'd hurt),
How she would then beg for forgiveness,
The jokes we'd share,
The nasty comments on ppl we hate,
The fights we had,
The tears we shed together,
Those quiet moments together,
The long trips home in each others arms,
The warmth of her body,
That smile of hers,
I will miss everything,
Leaving me was something you had to do, and i understand your decsicion, It was just too much pressure from all around, I will try to resume life as normal as it was, and i hope you would and can do so too. But can things ever go back to the way it was, guess that fag, Kit Ki was right after all, he asked what i would do if Nandy left someday, saying it was inevitable,
I went and bitched back abt his mom, asking wad he would do when death inevitably comes for his mother... Now he's off my back... Still being pissed abt wad i said abt his mom.
dunno when i'll stop crying everytime i think abt us... changed, thats whats happened to everything around me...
Now I'll see if i have anyone there for me anymore... Something i am utterly unsure of...
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