Zim

Seven months, has it been that long ? So much has changed, one thing's for sure, its been the best seven months of my life, never been happier, smily, yet teary at the same time crying tears of joy and despair, i love her so much, and i relli dun care but i AM gonna spend the rest of my life with her... May it last for 50 years ? 25 ? 10 ? 1 ? maybe even a month ? a week ? a day ? Who noes ? But that does not change a thing... I still will love her to the fullest... We've gone thru so much together, and i hope and expect for more to come, so we can go thru it together, and emerge, stronger. But is it relli turning out tha way ? Are you getting stronger or is it taking its toll on you ? Whatever happens, i juz wanna be there for you... Or am I the cause of your misery in the first place, I love her, is it wrong of me to do so ? seems loving someone has always been a sin for me. will it be the same ? There's just so many ways of losing you, even being too much afraid of losing you is one... I know i said things that hurt you last night, but I only wanted you to change, not who you are, but for the better... I love who you are... But still you could be more... Juz as i was once a latecomer, i've changed for the better, but not who i am... It is in this way i want you to change... You say you're hurt till things won't be the same again... Have i lost you ? I don't noe, not how you feel, not about how things are gonna be, not what i'm supposed to do... A chance meeting by fate for you, and you could find someone new, someone better, who noes ? I certainly don't... I juz need to hear you say that you love me, something i've not heard since last night, and with every passing moment, the worry gets worse... I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU NANDHINI, and i'm sorry, guess these words, you have heard many times, but is it once too many already ? I'm not questioning whether you love me, i juz need to hear it after last night...