Zim

Hmmz, well, yesterday, after teacher's day celebrations, spent some time with nandy, HEHE. Anyways, we went to our own primary schools and came across our pasts, me, met all my good pri school frenz and teachers, pretty much had a good time... I even ate the food there... Food serving was so little, i would have to eat 5 plates to be full. well, abt the worry, part, Nandy met a guy from her past, mly, like me... Also, juz like me, he likes her, eversince pri skool... He even wrote a poem for her, sumthing i have yet to do... Sheesh, then i begin to feel horrible, you could say and i will admit, tat i'm jealous... It got me thinking abt how much i was not doing enuf for her... And suddenly, the was feeling came over me... a feeling from my past, one i thought i would never have to feel eversince i gave my heart to her, the feeling that i would lose her... It completely engulfed me... Cried thru the nite till this morn, worrying and thinking... I mean, its juz so easy to lose sumone, tat, i noe... Its also juz as easy for tat to happen and not be able to do anything abt it... Been acused of not trusting her... But i juz can't help but to worry.... What do i do ??????????? OH SHIT.... Late for guitar lesson... GTG i'll be back blogging sum other time... Bubye.....